1110 calories today.
Blogger screwed up on me and lost my post. So I don't feel like typing it again.
I'm 38% body fat.
I hate myself right now.
I don't know how to relax. I stress when I THINK about getting stressed.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Day 114
So I'm not so good with keeping up with this.
Let's see...
A few bites of oatmeal (breakfast)
A grilled turkey burger
A handful of steak fries
2 glasses of root beer
A few slices of strawberries
A handful or so of cucumber slices
A handful of croutons
1 Lite strawberry yogurt
1 large cup of chocolate milk
Today wasn't a good one. I didn't feel like eating in the morning, and then we were at a choir festival until about 12:30, then we ate at Red Robin (burger, fries, root beer) and then I started to feel depressed at around 7:00-ish, so I didn't want to eat much of a dinner. Even though I'm kind of hungry right now, I don't really feel like getting something to eat.
I'm depressed again. I was feeling better for about two, almost three, weeks. Now I feel just like I did before that, all depressed and nervous and anxious and just depressed. I don't feel good at all. I just want to stay up so I feel that god-awful tiredness. I don't want to go to school. I don't want to go to work. I don't want to do anything except stew in my own depression. I hate my life and myself right now, even though today was so good. I have absolutely no reason at all to feel this way but I do. What's wrong with me?
Let's see...
A few bites of oatmeal (breakfast)
A grilled turkey burger
A handful of steak fries
2 glasses of root beer
A few slices of strawberries
A handful or so of cucumber slices
A handful of croutons
1 Lite strawberry yogurt
1 large cup of chocolate milk
Today wasn't a good one. I didn't feel like eating in the morning, and then we were at a choir festival until about 12:30, then we ate at Red Robin (burger, fries, root beer) and then I started to feel depressed at around 7:00-ish, so I didn't want to eat much of a dinner. Even though I'm kind of hungry right now, I don't really feel like getting something to eat.
I'm depressed again. I was feeling better for about two, almost three, weeks. Now I feel just like I did before that, all depressed and nervous and anxious and just depressed. I don't feel good at all. I just want to stay up so I feel that god-awful tiredness. I don't want to go to school. I don't want to go to work. I don't want to do anything except stew in my own depression. I hate my life and myself right now, even though today was so good. I have absolutely no reason at all to feel this way but I do. What's wrong with me?
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