1 bagel
Almost all of 1 Vanilla steamer
1 chicken burger, no condiments whatsoever
1 chocolate milk
1 serving of macaroni w/ cheese
10 13o-calorie petite brownie bites
1 200-calorie Weight Watchers dinner
1 Diet Coke
1 bag of SmartPop popcorn
... yeah, not a good day. I feel like a fat pig right now. Which just brings the destruction of any self-esteem I had today.
Before I go on that rant, I need to write something down for my essay:
Object: Scarlet Letter
Purpose 1: to be a mark of Hester's shame
Purpose 2: to show how shame can become repentance
Transient nature of things, how the same object can mean two totally different things over time because of changing public sentiment.
Anyway.
Yeah, I feel really gross because most days, I don't know if I lost weight because I haven't been keeping track of calories as much lately, but I know that I gained weight today because of those damn brownie things. And I just feel crappy and obese and disgusting. I need a hug and a really hot guy (preferably James McAvoy) to tell me I'm pretty :(
About Me
- Stina
- The name's Christina. I'm a freshman at Washington State University. I'm trying to lose weight. My goal is to lose sixty pounds. While this is a public blog, only a couple people know about it, but it's helpful to write it down in a public way, so I feel like maybe someone is reading somewhere. I use this kind of stuff as my expression, and now that I'm on a facebook hiatus, I feel really isolated. So here's to me trying.
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