Of Food and Grand Duchesses

2 small bowls of Potpourri (I want to say 400 calories, maybe 500)
2 cups of strawberries (1oo)
2 cups of grapes [fruit salad] (124)
2 cups of whipped cream (308)

So that's 932 more calories, making a total of 1970 (if my memory of my last post is right because I'm too lazy to check back, lol)

So... I went a bit crazy with the whipped cream, but it was soooooo good! XD And I tried to moderate what I was eating, but I'm sitting in front of the TV. That's so bad. I need to stop doing that, but hey, 1970 calories is less than I used to be eating, I'm sure. I just feel bad because Olivia's doing better than me, LOL.

This whole weight loss thing is really hard for me, and I'm honestly not used to things being hard for me. That sounds really conceited, but school's just easy for me. It doesn't require a lot of effort because school is all of the things that just make sense to my brain. I'm lucky like that. So I'm not quite sure what to think when something's actually really hard for me. Of course, I'm going to keep fighting and try to be the best at this too (yay competitiveness!), but it's a bit of a blow to the ego.

And it's just, at night, it's hard for me to not eat so much. I'm really good during the day and at school. But then I get home and just... ugh. I'm trying to do better, though.

Hrm, should go do my homework. I need to read two letters - one from Galileo to Grand Duchess Christina (I'm thinking about styling myself as a Grand Duchess... what do you think? :P) - and answer some questions about it. And I already listened to these clips for jazz choir and decided which ones were good and which ones were bad (the bad ones were awfully obvious, lol). I also need to practice for my voice lessons and for choir. The last 20% of one song, I just don't know and I need to learn it. And there was another song I need to learn... OH! It's the duet Natalie and I are doing for solo/ensemble. Yeah... I'm doing two solos and two duets and a piece with jazz choir (but it's not jazz, but we're just an ensemble). I'm singing Se Florinda e Fedele, The Black Swan, La Ci Darem La Mano, and... crap, can't remember the last one. It's in my backpack, though, lol. I'm going to do that right after I post this. Yay singing!