Women I want to look like

That's Cote de Pablo, best known for her role as Ziva David on NCIS.



The lead singer of Cascada.



Out of these three, I want to look like the one in the middle. I mean, with how disproportionate my body is (my legs aren't significantly longer than my torso), I'm never going to look like any of them, but still.



I would KILL for this woman's body. She's the singularly most gorgeous woman I've ever seen. She's incredibly beautiful. And she's thin without being too thin, and she still has curves.

You know what I keep thinking as I'm looking for pictures? I really wonder what my body would look like without all of this fat. I've never seen my natural, mature body without all of this extra weight. I think the last time I was actually at a normal weight was in sixth or seventh grade. Probably sixth. So I don't know what my normal body will look like. And it's going to suck, having to buy new clothes, because I'm going to be in college, and I won't have money, and my parents won't have money, so... yeah. Yay Ross...? I wonder if I have any older clothes that I could wear again. I mean, I'll have a belt, so it won't be too bad if I have to wait for a while, but... ugh. I hate having to think about money.

And I really, really, really hope I don't -GAIN- weight. I don't want the freshman fifteen. Maybe a negative fifteen? Negative twenty? There are a LOT of hills in Pullman, lots of walking involved (and with my luck, my classes will be on opposite sides of campus...), so hopefully?

But no guy will come near me unless I lose at least some of this weight. So... should get on it. And it's probably too late too start exercising, and my dad's in the garage where our treadmill is, and I don't like it when people are around when I exercise. I get all sweaty and gross and disgusting.