2 bagels - 600
150 calories of soup - 150
Chocolate milk - 370
Red Vines - 200
Nilla Wafers - 300
... I'm such a bad person... ugh. I've been eating like shit because I've been going out with friends and just hanging out and seeing Shakespeare (which has been awesome) but eating like hell, and I feel so gross and disgusting, and even though Blake's mom asked if I'd lost weight, I feel like I haven't. I feel like I've GAINED weight. I feel awful. I look awful. And even though I KNOW it's nonsense, I feel like I'm awful because of it.
I just... I feel ugly. And gross. And disgusting. Like no one would ever want to touch me. v_v And I don't know how to make myself feel better.
About Me
- Stina
- The name's Christina. I'm a freshman at Washington State University. I'm trying to lose weight. My goal is to lose sixty pounds. While this is a public blog, only a couple people know about it, but it's helpful to write it down in a public way, so I feel like maybe someone is reading somewhere. I use this kind of stuff as my expression, and now that I'm on a facebook hiatus, I feel really isolated. So here's to me trying.
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