Ways I Am Awesome

Here's my daily dose of giving-myself-positive-thoughts:

- I'm starring in a play for Dramafest that I wrote
- I was asked to speak at the MLK assembly
- I have a job, and I make hecka lot of money. And it's MY money.
- I got amazingly high scores on the SAT and Subject tests.
- I actually love writing essays and analyzing literature.
- I have an obsession with the beauty of the human body.
- I know all of the words to all of the songs in A Very Potter Musical
- I'm always on facebook
- I take literature very seriously
- I LIKE to read deep, insightful novels (e.g. AP literature)
- History is both cool and fun to me.
- I love singing classical music more than I love pop music.
- I drink a lot of tea. And Crystal Lite, now.
- I have integrity.
- I have morals.
- I have high standards for myself.
- I love laughing.
- I love being up in front of people, and it's no sweat to me.
- I wrote an amazing speech for the MLK assembly.
- I'm very mature.
- I'm me. Isn't that enough? :P

So yeah. Just some positivity to get me through the rest of the day.

Hrm, must go find something to eat soon. I have about 900 more calories I can eat today, so I'm thinking: Luna bar and then get pizza delivered (we just cleaned almost all of our dishes, lol) which I estimate to be about... 800 calories? Because I want a personal pizza, not a whole thing) and drink lots and lots of Crystal Lite, which translates to about 15 calories. And then I have work where I'm on my feet the entire time, walking and stretching up and bending down and pushing a heavy cart, so that's calories burnt, so I should be able to eat a snack once I'm home at 9pm and call it a good day.

This whole losing weight thing is really hard, and just because I'm pretty positive right now doesn't mean that won't change in, oh, ten minutes? Lol. But yeah.

OH! And Blake Parker and I are going to go see The Blind Side together on Sunday and grab dinner and be sexy and awesome together! I LOVE being sexy and awesome with Blake Parker! :D